overthink

Thank you for not giving me up everytime I emo/think too much or something like that. I'm not such person till I really fall for you. Yes, I liked you last time, now I love you, more than I can imagine. I seriously worry and still worrying about our future. 'What if' keep on spinning in my head. I'm an insecure girl who doesn't really trust any promises from anyone after all the story I've heard from my friends. I din't go through those but I can imagine how much it's hurt and how unrealiable love/promises are. Sometimes it wasn't too good to hear too much from your friends aint. I always can't understand why peoples can be so emotional when they're in love. Now I understand them, completely. It's not something out of control by ourselves. I used to be an optimitic girl. Where is the previous me? ZOMG!


I want to trust you, I should trust you and I'll try to trust you.

       HOPE THINGS GOES BETTER.

hope my brain don't think too much.